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December 18th, 2012

Hello all

It has been a while since I have done this. A lot of thing I guess you could say have happened in my life. This year in school I almost failed all my classes because my heart wasn't in my major. I let people in my family talk me out of what I wanted to do in the first place which was teach. I know that they don't make a lot of money but that isn't why I want to be one. I want to open the minds of young people like my tea her did for me in high school. I want to be that teacher that believes in their students when their students give up. That is what I want to do. But some people in my family don't see it that way. I can't remember the last time I wrote on here so if I repeat myself I will state that I am sorry now. In November of this year I lost my great grandmother. And before she died an accident happen where she fell down. Now some people blamed my mother for this which pissed me off and I wrote how I felt on facebook. Which this lead to other problems that were taken care of. Got to love family drama. My husband and I moved into our own trailer. We are buying it but still it is ours. My niece turns ones today. And that is about all I can think of putting on here. So goodnight.

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June 16th, 2012

Life at the moment.

Hello to all of you out there. Well lets see how everything is going so far in my life. Yes this one is about my life. Well I am still in college getting my degree in nursing. Yes that is what I am finally going with. I am working again. Woot Hoo. LOL! I work at walmart. Yes I have called it the 9th circle of hell. But hey hell pays well. LOL! Now on to other matters. I don't remember ever tell anybody on here about the female that we let move in with us. Well as it turned out it was another miss stake. At first everything was ok. And then the fight started. And then it got violent. I'm not a perfect person by no means and I have a lot of faults but to have then thrown back in my face every time because I didn't agree with you on something got old really fast. But any e ways. Well she came home yesterday and instead of her being the one to talk she had someone else do it for her. Now how grown up is that? And if you live with someone it does matter if they are your real parents or not or how old you are or if you live with friends you would tell them that your living right? I mean she didn't have to ask if she could go any where that wasn't my place to tell if she could or not. Well if she used my car it would be another story altogether but it wasn't. But come on its called common credence. But anyways she has royal screwed us over. She took the phones even tho when her grandmother turned her's off we helped her. The internet we paid over half of it and now its getting turned off to. I cant understand some people. I mean if you say that one person is controlling and then you go to someone else and they are the ones that doing everything for you isn't that person being controlling to. Just a question that I would like to be answers. But any e ways I am so pissed its not funny. But I guess I have to let it go it the adult thing to do right. Even tho I want to yell and scream. Oh and on top of all that these people that she brought with her came into my home and verb able attacked me. I'm sorry you don't know what has happened for one. And some of the things should not have been said. You don't me and I don't know you. Have some class people. Ok in other things we are trying to have a baby. So far no go but hopefully it will work if not there are other ways for us to get a child. We are thinking about being foster parents. We have the room so why not. So keep figures crossed for us. Hope everyone has a good one.

September 11th, 2011

Hello World.

Well I really need to get my head back around on the whole school thing. I have already missed the days that I am allowed and I have missed one quiz that was on line. I do not know what is wrong with me. I really think that I am depressed. And right now it feels like the is no way to get out of this hole that it feels like I am digging. It feels like my whole body isnt wanting to work with me. I am tired of everything and I have been getting bitchy alot lately. On top of all that I no longer am working at the doughnut hell. So that means that I am now putting more pressure on Chuck now. It feels like I can not talk to anyone any more. That everything that I am doing is running into a brick wall over and over and over. I want to cry scream and hit something all at the same time. God, I want to cry but what will that solve. Yeah I know that all I am doing is bitching and bitching and bitching. Well that is all for now on the Erie update.

August 19th, 2011

Hello world

Well let me just say this it is so werid that I am back at college. And so far no one that I know are in class with me. i got 30 or so mins until next class. And on top of everything else i have to go to work tonight. So monday morning will be the first time that I have to go to class right after work. yes i know i am bitching but oh well. Well i guess that this is a good update as any. Well off with the rest of my day.

July 27th, 2011

Hello to all.

Well I am at work at the moment. So this is going to be short. Which sucks. But ant e ways. I don't know if I told anyone but my little sister is prego. And everything is going a total different way then I thought it would. It is like it is ok now. When in the beginning it wasn't. I don't understand and then I am told that I should support my sister on this. But all in all I am pissed. So I have to put a fake smile on and act all happy. Well I got to get going will talk more about this later. Night to all. I got to go back to work.

July 21st, 2011

Hello again.

Well back to what I was talking about. How do you get over something when the only way that you get over something is to talk about it with the people that the problem is with and they don't want to talk about it? I mean I am a very reasonable person but when I feel like i have to stick up for my self every time this one subject comes up then you know there I a problem. It feels like it is ok for people to talk about things that has happened in the past but sometimes I cant. Well not without feeling like I am two inches tall. I mean come on I was a kid in highschool when all this shit hit the fan. And it felt that no matter where I turned the people I talked to or what that they would say the same thing. And after hearing the same thing over over and over you want to hit something or someone. A part of me is tell me to let it go. But with everything and the hurt that is still there I can't. Man I am one messed up person. It's a good thing no one reads theses. LOL! I sure as hell wine alot.

July 20th, 2011

Hello there.

Ever wonder why we do the things that we do? I mean how can one person be one way and then change? I really wish people would make there minds up. I am still trying to figure out how people that were best friends come to hate each other over words spoken by other people. How is it that best friends who have know each other for a while believe those words said and then don't ask you about them. Yea I know leave the past alone but why does it feel that I have to defended myself to some people. I know that for me to get over something I have to talk about it. But what can I do if the people that are involved will not talk to me about it. I don't know. I am rambling. I need sleep. Will write more on this when I am more awake.

July 17th, 2011

It has been forever since I have been on here. There is so much stuff that has happened this last year. And yes it has been a year since I wrote on here. I guess time gets away from you when you dont think about it. But I can say that there has been little drama since I lasted talked to you. I mean there is some going on right now but I will get to that in a min. From the last night i talk or worte on here I got another roommate and that didnt go as planned. Yea I know me and my roommates. Lets see what else ummmm........ Oh that friend that came back left again. And mow we are friends again. Yea i know. But that is a long story and i dont think its a good idea to put up the details on here about how all that stuff when. LOL. I got a new job. Thst took awhile to get i know. I got hurt at work and didnt work for 3and a half months. But I am back now. Chuck and I moved to a new appartment. Its smaller but more in our price range. The one bad thing about moving is that we had to give Saint away. But he went to a good home. Chuck got me a new dog. His name is Loki. He is so cute. We took in a 19 year old. And that is alot of drama within its self. Let me say this her mother is a hell of a lot more fucked up then mine ever was. And that is all Erie is going to say on that. And what else is there....... Oh I am trying to get back in school. That about sums it up. There are a few thing that are going on righr now that piss me off. But until people make up there munds about them I am not going to say anymore. So i guess that is all for now I will talk I mean write later.

July 19th, 2010


It has been a while since I have wrote on here. LOL! There has been a few things that has happened in the last couple of months. I had surgery to get a cyst the size of a small melon which was shaped like a football. That happened I think It has been 4 weeks and a couple of days. Besides that everything else has been ok. I went to WAR earlier this year. But I dont think that Chuck and I will be going next year. I mean we want to buy a house and get things paid off so we might have to give up that vacation which will suck. But I guess that is a part of being an adult. I started to talk back to an old friend of mine that I never thought in a million years would ever talk to me again. But I guess things chance. As do people but they dont always change for the best. That is one subject that I really dont want to go over right now. Still trying to figure out if I did the right thing by talking to this person again. I mean I got a new friend out if it. But still sometime we meet people and they change for the worst. And I believe that this person has changed for the worst. But not getting into that at the moment. Beside if that person even still reads this I might get a nice talking too. Which let me tell you I never liked getting talked down to like he use to do to me. I have had alot of time to think since of course I had the surgery. Which yes I did do somethings that the doctor told me not to do. But when you have no one here to help you have to do it. Yes I have Chuck but he works offshore and there is no one else here but me. Now I sound like I am wining. But back to the think thing. There is alot of stuff that I really never got over. And yes most of it is in the past but some of it still surfaces here and there. And I use to have someone to talk to about it with but they are not here anymore. They left on there own choice. And no I am not talking about the ex roommate that decided not to give us money. I take that back she did give us 75 dollars but still. I am talking about the old friends that I use to have. And not just the females one either. It feels like I have lost alot of things. But I guess that is a part of growing older. I mean why can some people have to leave. Why cant just for one moment we get to say that they cant leave. Yea I know a pretty thought but not going to happen. LOL! I am rambling now. So I guess that I will stop this. LOL!

April 12th, 2010

What would you do if your pet dog or cat suddenly started to talk to you, but nobody else could hear it? Would you assume you'd gone mad or simply be happy for the company? Would you try to convince your friends and family or would you be satisfied keeping it to yourself?

Knowing my family I could talk to the animal and they would think nothing about it. As for me being happy about it I think I would be. Because they would be able to understand me more. I might try to convince some of the people that I know that my dogs could talk.
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